Sadly

Yesterday was the saddest day. someone special lost her mother at the age of 45. when i listen about it. it hurts me alot to hear about the sudden demise of her mother. i met her mother before 7 days ago. we talk and ate together. she was looking beautiful and was staring at me again and again. she was a lady of big heart.

I feel useless in this world.. :'(

I am tired of feeling worthless m tired of feeling hopeless..some time i thought i should not be any more in this world..feeling self pity..what should i do with myself...there r many ppl who love me unconditionally n they make me smile also..bt at the end i feel worthless :'(

:')

Gir raha hun me khudko utha raha hu me,
har kadam par thokar kha raha hu me,
na ummeed tuti h na hosla tuta h,
suno ae manzilo firse aa raha hu me 

Dastaan-e-Zindagi tu bohot khamosh hai magar...

Dastaan-e-Zindagi tu bohot khamosh hai magar
Behtay ashkon ka shor sunana chahta hoon

Hai ujala bhi tu subh-e-kazib ki manind
Bas ek umeed zaroor dikhana chahta hoon

Mujh ko maloom hai manzil ki haqeeqat lekin
Parwana ban kr urh jana chahta hoon

Har chehra naqaab hai nafratoon kay ooper
Aur mein kiun kr un se mohabbatein le jana chahta hoon

Zindagi ka safar guzar janay per gumaan hua kay
Mein makhlooq-e-Qabar hoon magar dunya mein jeena chahta hoon

Happy Birthday :)

OMIGOSH you r becoming so old!
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I wish you all the best! Great happiness and success. May all your wishes comes true!